This is my story of how a tiny blue bottle nearly destroyed everything I loved most.
This isn't your typical addiction memoir. No soft lighting, no movie style redemption arcs. Just one guy, an innocent looking little blue bottle, and a chemical spiral that nearly destroyed everything I love most!
With razor-sharp honesty, dark humor, and a heavy dose of My Chemical Romance references, I'll walk you through the highs, the hell, and the recovery process of kratom & Kava addiction, specifically the "innocently" marketed poison known as Feel Free Tonic. From pain to panic, secret stashes to sleepless nights, this is a survival story wrapped in chaos, lies, crashes, withdrawal tremors, and a desperate search for peace.
Inside, you'll find:
The raw truth about what Feel Free really does to your body
The unbearable withdrawal symptoms they don't advertise
A playlist-fueled comeback tour powered by guilt, love, and loud music
Practical tools, snarky checklists, and zero B.S. advice for anyone trying to claw their way back out of the pit too
This book isn't here to preach. It's here to pass the torch ... and maybe light a fire under someone else still stuck in the fog.
